if you are one of the people who I turn to to rant to, I am terribly sorry. I honestly never notice how much I complain, because apparently, I do it a lot. I feel so bad for the people who I talk to the most, because I probably put the majority of the burden of my ungratefulness on you. Thank you for still listening to me if you do, and for giving back advice when I need it.
But I still feel awfully bad for being such an annoying, ungrateful, and ANNOYING friend. I never mean to do that. I try to be positive around most people, but I guess that I just feel too comfortable with some people (the ones I probably care about most) and tend to let go of everything when I’m with them, which results in me being a negative, and ANNOYING person. My bad.
And I’m sorry that I constantly focus on me. I like to think of myself as not-self centered (what’s the word for that? idek) but I guess I need to stop giving myself so much credit and what not. But honestly, I never mean to constantly turn the focus back to me; I only reference myself because that’s the only way I can relate to your problems better and help you with advice. I’m so sorry.
Sorry I’m a terrible friend guys. Thanks for dealing with my childishness. I’ll try to keep more things to myself from now on. And I don’t blame you if you don’t want to talk to me sometimes. I would’ve cut me off a long time ago if I were you.